Saturday, August 27, 2005

20th Anniversary and various thoughts

Well, just sitting here enjoying the weather this beautiful saturday. Jane and I just had our 20th anniversary, and the kids sent us away for the weekend. We went to see Mark Friedman's band play at Richie's, which is a beautiful club in montvale.

Just reflecting over the past. this month will me my 6th month in a row as go-getter. Feels good, but it is difficult to look back and see no results to speak of. I just have to keep reminding myself that it will happen over time if I remain consistant.

Met with Michele the other night. I think she wants to do the biz, but I think it is more of an escape for her.

Wondering if Christophe will ever get back to me.

the other thing that I have been focusing on the past few weeks is letting go of Portside. Meaning, not worrying if everything doesn't get done, or doesn't get done perfectly. I had a realization yesterday, that if I can't let go of portside then I will never be able to let go of our quixtar biz when it gets big. What I mean by that is that I will have to let people grow at their own pace and not try to control them or their businesses. I think this has been one of my problems in the past.

LETTING GO!!!!!

I am also trying to just learn how to have fun and laugh more.

Still much growing to do now.